Tuesday, 21 October 2014

Ghoul Scout

I went to the arboretum today. Here are various photos of me blinking in an oversized anorak. 

I got the boy scout shirt from some weird vintage place in Bristol like 7 years ago, same with the horror movie dress, my Dr Martens are from the 80s, I think, and are from Ebay, again like 6 years ago (this isn't much of a haul blog I'm afraid), my anorak/parka was from a junk shop, the jumper is Comme. 

Despite y'kno having a blog and contributing to Rookie, and all that stuff which provokes certain presumptions in particular people, I'm not much of a Wes Anderson fan! He gives me a colonialist vibe idk! But I do however, love Moonrise Kingdom, partly mostly coz I have a slight obsession with Edward Norton, and these photos turned out very Moonrise Kingdom-y so yay!

My anxiety is bad as I type this out, but the simple satisfaction of organizing mood boards and creating blog posts gives me a sense of 'things are okay' so that is a very good thing indeed. Also the Doll Hospital Kickstarter passed £1,000 yesterday so that's pretty mind blowingly wow. Everything gets a bit loud and overstimulating and I like that this blog is a quiet place. 

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Girl Mountain, Rose Wong, a jackalope, Max Raffler cat painting (I wish it was better quality but images of his art are hard to find!), Moonrise Kingdom

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Friday, 17 October 2014

Psychadelic Slit Mouth Woman

Haiiii! Just hangin' out in my garden wearing all my clothes piled on top of each other nbd. September-October is basically two month long carnival of halloween fun times, so I decided to dress like a Simpsons Tree House of Horror Episode, yay! 

The cardigan was from the vintage section of Urban Outfitters, like 2 years ago in the sale (coz it was March!), the dress was from the sale in Zara but it's superrr short so I have to wear a skirt underneath which makes it bunch up weirdly around the middle, so yeah umm cute dress on the hanger but not great to actually wear, still I love the paint blob patterns! Simpsons socks which you can't actually see (close up further down!, mum's trainers, cat bag from a market stall in Oxford. Oh and blood-blob choker from Claire's Accessories coz weird Halloween costume jewellery is the best! ^0^

Also! So much love and gratitude to everyone who has backed and boosted the Doll Hospital Kickstarter so far! You are amazing and I love you all, because of you we have reached our kickstarter in six days! SIX DAYS! OUR GOAL WAS TO REACH IT BY 60 DAYS??? That's amazing! If you haven't donated yet you still can! And it will still be worthwhile! Any donations now will go towards shipping the journal internationally so it can reach all our readers worldwide, paying our contributors (something which is ridiculously important as our team of artists, illustrators, writers and designers have worked SO hard and deserve to be compensated for all their hard work) and, if raise enough extra £££, printing some more copies too!

Random close ups of outfit, and me procrastinating email answering via selfie taking:



Credits: The Simpsons!

Wednesday, 15 October 2014


Illustration by Alyssa Nassner, blog post cross posted from the Doll Hospital tumblr
Okay, so we’ve been working on Doll Hospital since the Spring, finding contributors, debating ideas, finding the best chansey fanart, but now, with our first issue completed we are ready to launch our kickstarter!
Over many months we have crafted together our first issue featuring contributions and interviews from awesome people such as Tavi Gevinson, Latoya Peterson, Esme Wang, Kate Zambreno, Mey Valdivia Rude, Kristina Wong, and Diamond J Sharp. It is 172 pages full colour of soothing illustrations, comic art, poetry, fiction, literary essays and real talk. We’ve uploaded a preview of some of the issue so you can get an idea of what we’re about. We think it is beautiful, we think it is necessary, and we hope you do too.
Our goal of £772 will allow us to print 100 print copies of Doll Hospital, any extra money we raise will go towards paying our contributors for their hard work, and, if possible, printing some extra copies too!
Once printed it should be accessible for anyone who wants to read it. As a result, the journal will be pay as you wish, you can donate a little, or pay nothing, we don’t mind, we just want you to read it. In investing in us you can allow us to achieve this goal, Because when it comes to mental health we believe that to share your story, or to find comfort in another’s, is not a privilege, it is a right, that should be free to anyone who needs it.
Now, asking money is a bit of a weird situation, so we’ve included lots of neat perks too!! Mix tapes, care packages, even advance copies of the journal!!
Will you support us? Signal boost us? Tweet this? Facebook us?
Saying it would mean the world to us is kind of a cliche, but struggling, sharing and surviving with mental health? Well that is our world!!

Saturday, 4 October 2014

A Study in Sheer

I like wearing sheer because it is:
a. like a cat in a well lit window
b. it's cute, and yohji-ish
c. as long as its not the short at the front, witch-long on the back, its not a 2012 throwback
d. a promise that does not deliver, a deliver that does not promis(I forget which order but i am certain that all clothes are this-sorta kinda-to who? to me of course!)

Rachel Rutt by Ben Sullivan, mark borthwick for i-D, kate middleton,  can’t go home, angels ribé, 1977, Fleamadonna dress, Ming Xi for the Vogue China April 2014 issue, photographed by Nathaniel Goldberg and styled by Julia Von Boehm

Thursday, 2 October 2014


Poster Boys of Critical Theory also known as I make weird collages when I'm bored.

But not actually, and I'm sick of people finding ways to work in Walter Benjamin into an article about Instagram. Not everyone studies this stuff! Not everyone has the privilege of studying this stuff! And I find it so unnecessarily alienating to shove it in just so three people can get the reference. To be honest, if you are inspired by these people a better way to continue their work would be to make your own theory, your own thoughts, thoughts that can be shared and discussed by all. Philosophy, theory, is rooted in invention, not repetition. Reproducing art in the age of mechanical reproduction is kinda ironic no?

I can't change these systems, not on my own at least, not right now. When I have a beautiful media empire of positive pop culture discussion maybe then! But today I can at least break down who these people are, to share the knowledge, and realise that their work isn't actually as much of a big deal as ppl in the new yorker or w/ever make out.

This quote from Vice for their 'Slob's Guide to Critical Theory' pretty much says it all tbh: 

"A year after you leave education you’ll have no idea what it means but you’ll have a better, instinctive (i.e. borrowed) understanding of society and for a brief moment you’ll be able to say: “I read Roland Barthes and I sort of got where he was coming from.”

Coz okay this stuff is all about 'deconstructung reality' but that's the contents of the book and who reads the inside of books? So the notion of borrowed lip synching criticality is contradictory and bizarre, a new sort of unreality, which is interesting in itself...I suppose.

Art in the Age of Mechanical Reproduction by Walter Benjamin

"Remember, the “j” in Benjamin is silent. People have been ruined in academic society for fucking that up."
-Slob's Guide to Critical Theory 

There are two Uncle Walt's, Uncle D, and Uncle B, both made their careers in the moving pictures. 

Ways of Seeing, John Berger

"John Berger is either super feminist or super not feminist, I forget, but the book has more pictures in than words so that's cool."
-Me being deep

"I have a lot of problems with the academic queer community because it's a community that exists completely removed from reality," he says. "Those kids who are selling their bodies on the West Side Highway, on Christopher Street, they don't even know what the fuck queer theory is."

-Mykki Blanco may be clueless when it comes to Terry but this is yesss

And the rest! Denigrated in image in a mood board on a blog! Oh no! (Also I've written on Baudrillard here, and Deleuze here, so there's that....

Monday, 22 September 2014

Lumps and bumps

Lumpy space princess (the most comme des garcon-esque cartoon character if you ask me) inspired outfit, bunched up purple felt, lumpy rolled up t shirt and general awkward proportions. 

LSP in trouble in lumpy space i.e the BEST adventure time episode evarr, Comme Des Garcon S/S 1997

oh and also? also? I've been doing a ton of free writing crap on tumblr and i think i'm just gonna leave some of it here coz all my scraps, burst balloons of creative inspirations live here, also content warning for suicide and depression feelz: